One month

Public service announcement: should we see each other at some point in the next couple days I might burst out in tears. Becoming a sober alcoholic – versus a dry drunk – is so flipping hard. At least at this point. I’m hoping the words of others, that it gets better as you go, I’m hoping that will apply to me, too.

I long for an escape from my inside. Maybe this will prove to be a way to do that.

7 thoughts on “One month”

  1. Yup. It’s been my experience that it definitely gets better. Sometimes I feel I can’t bear the feelings (still), but I have ways to manage them (thanks to recovery) and I know—I know—it will get better.

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  2. I can testify to how feelings SUCK. But, it is true that if ya wanna feel the GOOD, ya gotta feel the bad. The good news: never having to do it alone. And it DOES get easier.

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      1. Everyone feels weak in the early days. Imagine that you’re reborn on the day you put down the drink/drug, cos in a way, we ARE. Don’t newborn babies need a lot of help?
        It doesn’t make them weak. It just makes them NEW. 🙂 You’re doing just fine. Easy does it.

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